usual rountine..
like tummyache early in the morning..

its just feels different, without you.
the only time i did not remember your existence
is when i fell alseep
rest of the time?
thinking of you.
missing you
wondering whether you did the same thing as me.

it feels, so hollow
so empty
so alone
so vulnerable
so... not me

totally moodless now ( if there is the word call moodless -.-)
just like a emotionless robot i guess?
would you return back to my side?
or would you be gone from my life forever?


listening to the song.
tears of witches.
sad but miracle-ly
its able to calm me down.
abit.
GAHHHH, tummy pain again-.-
and i just when to toilet 15 mins ago=-="

18/10/2010, monday
i miss you so so much
everything just felt so wrong without you