when u pointed ur finger at mi,
u challenged my sanity.
n u jolted my past memories.
he point finger at mi, swearing
i lost control of myself, i threw damn big knife? nt yet a chopper
at him, budden i think its blunt lol cz nvr bleed.
i "hacked" my arm too, budden=-=
i dun y onli gt scratch like bleeding onli....

I ABHOR SCOLDING N FINGER POINTING


in th end, i was end up tear-ing up.
like always...

it will alway be th same ending... regardless past or present.



i asked myself, why? y i always relented n open up to u 1st?
y cant u open up to mi 1st? y?


how long can i take it? before i initiated break up, or lets have a cooling down period b4 deciding whether to continue this relationship.


i LOVE u alot, but, i asked myself countless times, do u love mi as much as i love u?
shud i start to redraw my love to u bit by bit so it wun hurt as much?

i love u as wad u are
i dun expect u to change much to mi
i knw u v ez jealous.
i take it frm a negative pt i managed to convert it to a positive pt.
he cares for mi, tats y he jealous, i shud b happy=D i got a bf that actually cares for mi.

y cant u do th same?

i knw she cant mix wif females
so she mix wif males
it gd that at least she still have some company to accompany her
i cant b at her side at all times.
i know that im th onli ONE that she love.
i hav confident in her, she wun leave mi
she wun betray mi.


why cant u?



riding th wind, watching myself frm th above
wondering to myself, why did i change so much for him.
i replied. its simple.
because i love him.
and love is blind.