can somewhat sensed she going numb...
will i b next?
for th 1st day
i did nt sms him nite
idk y
dun fil like toking to him
like wad she said, sometimes,
the best solution is to ignore everything and pretend nth had happened
but
i dun fil like using this...
but..
idkidkidkidk
im v confused nw
y m i still rmbing that incident?
i shud jus forget it
y?
izzit because i finally realise someting which woke mi up?
tat i will nvr be his 1st?
idk idk idk idk idk
a feeling?
idk
im so god damn confused
who can direct mi back agn?


emo-ing yet agn